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Tuesday, July 24, 2007 ♥

7:34 PM

coffee and cigarettes. my addiction. or was I should say.

school was amazing long today. time flew so freaking slow because every subject was double period today. ah hell, I'm so happy with my new blogskin. yay! anyway, I don't think I'm going to be doing any studying today. Maybe finish up my chem notes but that's all. I'm WAY too shagged to do anything. besides, it's the perfect weather to sleep in. right after rain..

just had a random thought about prom just now. I've kind of decided what I want to wear to prom. problem is in finding it and making sure it fits me. Just in case you were wondering why I made that comment, I'll tell you now. I'm small. no, not boob size or anything. more like petite. and i'm so fucking hungry right now. so yeah, about my prom dress, I was thinking of the red one that Marion Coitllard wore in Love Me If You Dare. I want my dress to be hot red because I presume that everybody will be wearing black. how boring! I was actually thinking of wearing a tuxedo but kinda changed my mind. seems like I have to get a seamstress to get it done for me. fly away money! =(

went down to Peni on sat with Tay to go get my cigarette pants. dare I say, I look damn hot lar. LOLS. Tay's so freaking excited that I'm going out with Paige next Sat. I told her that if Paige asked me to prom, I swear I'll jump like an idiot, roll on the ground, then get up and say yes. Jesus, I think I'm taking that back. I myself am excited about going out with her too. I hope everything will turn out fine. Last thing I want to do is screw up. HAHA. this is the by far, the best part about being single and being able to go on dates with other people. who knows what will happen after this date? hur hur -daydreams. speaking about being single, I just want to tell him that I so fucking miss him. I must admit that I am very sad whenever I feel as if I can only look at him from across the room, trying to convince myself I was knew him becasue right now, I feel so distant from him. Frankly, it hurts.

went to Ikea with Sock and Char ytd. Ikea's having this ultra mama huge sale where everything is sold at outrageously low prices. I got a set of 4 tealight candles for 90 cents. SERIOUSLY. so we were walking past the sofas and all and the 3 of us kinda sat down together and talked. they were asking me about my future plans (as always) and I was quite surprised I actually said I didn't want to get married. Don't bother asking why, I won't tell you anyway. I don't really know what I want now, apart from going to art school and doing really well in theatre. Oh, and not forgetting getting a couple of hook-ups here and there for fun. LOLS . ^^ it was quite apparent that I was a bit upset after talking. I mean, who smiles after talking about losing someone you really loved? some whack! I mean, the subtle smiles are ok. but not the kinda smiles that really make you wonder, "are you happy you lost them?" now, that's way off.

I would stay to blog and upload all the stupid videos we made at Ikea but dinner's awaiting.

about ♥

BELINDA
ni hao! I am currently gay 15. I was conceived by the biological phenomenom called sex, where sperm and egg fuse to become zygote, then embryo, then foetus. And that's how I came into this God-forsaken world on the 29th November 1991. Please understand the implications of acknowledging my birthdate because boxes with ribbons ARE expected.
I would love you but I don't know you so I don't. If I had any life at all, it'd be called drama because that's all I want it to be. Also, if I had to choose 4 colours, they'd be purple, orange, red and green.I love shopping, as would any normal girl. If you feel like you don't fit into that category, don't feel bad because sometimes being abnormal can be quite a compliment. Give me flowers and I promise I will jump with joy. If you are praying for a kiss, pray harder. You've got a long way to go. I love Max Brenner's chocolate. period. But for my daily dose of sugar, I wouldn't mind Jellybeans. Can't say they're not one of my favourites. I adore DIM SUM. If they were man, I'd date them. They're hot, literally. Rum and Raisin flavoured ice cream can't get any better than it already is. (well, it depends. some restaurants seriously need to work really hard) I LOVE SPONGEBOB. DON'T tell me it's an immature obsession. You've just stated the obvious. I'll get over it. Soon enough at least.

I don't know why you're still reading my crap. You must really like me.

if you could smell me from where you are, you'd probably smell CK be. (that's if it's not still sitting on the shelves in the store, all lonely... and sad.) -hint hint. LaSalle. LaSalle. LaSalle. LaSalle. LaSalle. need i say more? I want to learn how to ballroom dance, bartend, fence and be multi-lingual. German and French are toppers on my list of want-to-learns.

♥♥♥ go on, try to seduce me

THEN AGAIN♥

Oh, and let me remind you that this is MY blog. and since it's mine, I write whatever I want. If you're not happy for some reason (or for no reason at all), go away. Don't start a verbal war on my tagboard telling me how much you hate my guts, as if I would actually give a shit about you and your fucking comments. Potty mouthed or not potty mouthed, spare me your toilet paper or so help me I'll stuff it up you ass. You're welcome

Tuesday, July 24, 2007 ♥

7:34 PM