Wednesday, October 04, 2006
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ok. i'm officially depressed AGAIN. i dun really have to elaborate right? it's quite obvious.. (for those tt hv been living on another planet or sth) yes, we've broken up. i dun really wana tok abt it. cos if start, i'll prolly nvr end. plus, i'll start crying. gees. this really complictaed shit. [to teachers who are reading my blog: this is the reason for the drop in my grades] yes. so don't ask me when u see me in sch, or my mum when u meet her. she won't tell u, neither wld i.
there's chem test tmr. no wait, strike that. chem exams!! -pulls hair, glues them bk and pulls it out again. i'm prepared to flunk A.maths, Physics.. you noe wad? i'm prepared to flunk it all. this is a really bad time for me, as it wld b to everyone else feeling this shitty. so yeahs.
believe or not, i wrote another poem:
you came and loved
you stole my heart
and dan u left and tore me apart
my heart it ached
my heart it bled
no one cld make me feel lyk tt
i cried and cried til no tears were left
i was in pain, i was so sad
i did so much for u
i tried and i tried
but all u did was to make me cry
i feel so lost and so alone.
i want to tok to u on the fone
to tell you i love
and tt i really did
and maybe this time
u'll believe it.
about ♥
BELINDA
ni hao! I am currently gay 15. I was conceived by the biological phenomenom called sex, where sperm and egg fuse to become zygote, then embryo, then foetus. And that's how I came into this God-forsaken world on the 29th November 1991. Please understand the implications of acknowledging my birthdate because boxes with ribbons ARE expected.
I would love you but I don't know you so I don't. If I had any life at all, it'd be called drama because that's all I want it to be. Also, if I had to choose 4 colours, they'd be purple, orange, red and green.I love shopping, as would any normal girl. If you feel like you don't fit into that category, don't feel bad because sometimes being abnormal can be quite a compliment. Give me flowers and I promise I will jump with joy. If you are praying for a kiss, pray harder. You've got a long way to go. I love Max Brenner's chocolate. period. But for my daily dose of sugar, I wouldn't mind Jellybeans. Can't say they're not one of my favourites.
I adore DIM SUM. If they were man, I'd date them. They're hot, literally. Rum and Raisin flavoured ice cream can't get any better than it already is. (well, it depends. some restaurants seriously need to work really hard)
I LOVE SPONGEBOB. DON'T tell me it's an immature obsession. You've just stated the obvious. I'll get over it. Soon enough at least.
I don't know why you're still reading my crap. You must really like me.
if you could smell me from where you are, you'd probably smell CK be. (that's if it's not still sitting on the shelves in the store, all lonely... and sad.) -hint hint.
LaSalle. LaSalle. LaSalle. LaSalle. LaSalle. need i say more?
I want to learn how to ballroom dance, bartend, fence and be multi-lingual. German and French are toppers on my list of want-to-learns.
♥♥♥
go on,
try to seduce me
THEN AGAIN♥
Oh, and let me remind you that this is MY blog. and since it's mine, I write whatever I want. If you're not happy for some reason (or for no reason at all), go away. Don't start a verbal war on my tagboard telling me how much you hate my guts, as if I would actually give a shit about you and your fucking comments. Potty mouthed or not potty mouthed, spare me your toilet paper or so help me I'll stuff it up you ass. You're welcome
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
♥
ok. i'm officially depressed AGAIN. i dun really have to elaborate right? it's quite obvious.. (for those tt hv been living on another planet or sth) yes, we've broken up. i dun really wana tok abt it. cos if start, i'll prolly nvr end. plus, i'll start crying. gees. this really complictaed shit. [to teachers who are reading my blog: this is the reason for the drop in my grades] yes. so don't ask me when u see me in sch, or my mum when u meet her. she won't tell u, neither wld i.
there's chem test tmr. no wait, strike that. chem exams!! -pulls hair, glues them bk and pulls it out again. i'm prepared to flunk A.maths, Physics.. you noe wad? i'm prepared to flunk it all. this is a really bad time for me, as it wld b to everyone else feeling this shitty. so yeahs.
believe or not, i wrote another poem:
you came and loved
you stole my heart
and dan u left and tore me apart
my heart it ached
my heart it bled
no one cld make me feel lyk tt
i cried and cried til no tears were left
i was in pain, i was so sad
i did so much for u
i tried and i tried
but all u did was to make me cry
i feel so lost and so alone.
i want to tok to u on the fone
to tell you i love
and tt i really did
and maybe this time
u'll believe it.