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Sunday, June 04, 2006 ♥
9:58 PM

dance pracs were crazy today! but...still fun!! we learnt the nxt 3 eights of the song.. lyk yay! rehearsals tmr!! at jubilee hall. *shrieks* i can't wait to see it. i can just puke now. mom made sum herbal thing which supposingly helps me to grow taller. doesn't really seem to b working but its just been 2 weeks since i started drinking it so o well. guess we'll hv to wait a lil' while. preston told me he's going to hawaii and says he'll get me sth! thank you! ahha. vic mummy's going to NZ and she saed she'll bring me sth too! haha. feel so loved! LOLS. but yes... THANK YOU!!! so anws. hv been reading again recently. got a couple of interesting-enough bks from the library. basically, its called 'THE SILVER BEACH TRILOGY' consisting of 'summer love', 'summer lies', 'summer promises' it is summer so why not get into the "summer-y" mood .so anws, at first i tot must b sum trashy romance novels. yes it was kinda lyk a romance novel. but hell not was it trashy. not even close. the author has an amzaing ability to draw the reader into the wonderful world of writing and the way she describes the details make u feel lyk u're there watching the whole thing happen or even better. lyk u're the characters themselves. and the 3rd bk 'summer promises' made me tink abt sumthing. it made me tink of love. just love itself. in the story, there was SO MUCH betrayal. reading the events happening in their lives, made me relief tt my life was nth lyk tt. but tt din't stop my mind from wandering further. pondering more and more on just love itself. can true love really conquer everything? if not, wad can? there was so much confusion in the story. one moment u're kissing one person, and the nxt moment u're in bed screwing sumone else. and dan the nxt day, u go bk running to the previous person saying u're sry. and start making out again. dan there was the much deeper stuff lyk how the main character finds out she's not biologically related to the man she calls dad. and tt she is the illegitamate child of her mother and her mother's lover. and how her mother's lover's daughter hates the main character and more... so much more. love seems to bring so much misery to ppl.
and they say, love makes the world go round...
from my own life's experiences. seems to me, true love doesn't really exist. not to me, not to my mom. and i'm upset abt tt. and to tink my dad wld lie to me and my mom. so there wasn't true love and there was betrayal. wads nxt? so do i really wana fall in love?
they've discovered the existence of hair removal techniques. fascinating..




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