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Tuesday, April 11, 2006 ♥
7:12 PM

only one word to describe today - fucked



chu and i were suppose to go out today. i mean. i just felt lyk i had to go out with her to do ALOT of catching up and stuff. so i decided tt instead of the typical window shopping/just plain shopping. we'd go crash a mall. but dan since i had to go to ikea to get sum stuff. we decided to go faf abt in ikea. yeap. i was kinda lking forward. but dan her mum wun let her so ok.. dan was suppose to meet kevin instead. but dan din't too cos his mum wun allow him either. so ok.. just went for lunch with sock and char. and we're planning to go out! YES!! dan went to take a lk at mp3s and cameras and all tt gadget stuff. so yeaps.


back to the part when my day was fucked. i was depressed for almost half the day. it was quite pathetic. i mean.. i duno.. heck realli. hmms.. so i had a number of tests recently. and i'm NOT proud to say tt i've been flunking my math. math as in GENERAL math which also means i'm flunking BOTH A. maths and E. maths. lyk shit.. however..i'm still doing ok with chem.. so ok.. tts one sub i dun hv to worry abt..



my mum tinks jess is dyslexic. she's prolly gona take her to see a psychologist.



i tink i'm turning into sum kinda diet freak or sth. hold on. i'm going for dinner. ok back. so back to wad i was saying. i tink i'm turning into sum food/diet freak. i din't want my mum to buy my potato chips cos i told her they were unhealthy. dan i made her buy me yoghurt instead of ever so yummy ice-cream. dan i oso got her to buy me alot of milk so i can grow taller. and oso.. i've been skipping lyk mad. and making sure i drink alot of water aftr i eat cos by drinking water aftr u eat is clearing ur mouth of dun how many % of acid. so ok...*gasp* m i turning anorexic? i tink so.. haha. lyk anorexics will ever admit to being anorexic. lyk, "Hi! my name is Belinda and i'm lyk anorexic *gay giggles* "



do things always hv to end up lyk dis?
y can't things work out just for once.
its hurts so bad to tink of it
i dun wana lose you
cos i love you so much



ugh. whatever. fuck it.




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